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♫ Don't be upset when the moon is covered by clouds ♫
♫ That's just the wind showing its love ♫
♫ If the stars are the sea of sky ♫
♫ The moon is what the tide hopes for ♫
♫ When the clouds disappear ♫
♫ The moon lights up this world ♫
♫ The world becomes still at this moment ♫
♫ Let go of everything ♫
♫ Those who long for the color of freedom ♫
♫ Love carelessly, then abandon love ♫
♫ Maybe a vow can last like the sea ♫
♫ As long as the heart doesn't change ♫
♫ That will be the last thing I worship in my life ♫
♫Who is playing a song about love ♫
♫ Anyone would want to have it completely ♫
♫ Burn the dust of darkness ♫
♫ When the wind blows away the clouds ♫
♫ He will return with the melody ♫
The Mixed-Blood Fox: Ying Ning
I've already followed your instructions.
To make that Madam Wang get injured from falling, Wang Zi Fu also thought that was that little vixen's doing.
You can now follow our agreement to let me go.
You're really very obedient.
I also really liked you.
But since your task is already completed,
there is no need to keep you anymore!
Cao Fei! You violated your promise! Despicable Cao Fei!
You violated your promise!
Despicable!
Ying Ning! Ying Ning!
I knew you'd be in here.
You must believe me. I really didn't tell a lie. It's mother in-law... It's mother in-law.
Of course, I believe you. Since Ma Sheng came to the Fragrance Powder Mill, I already knew that mother is setting up the situation.
Thank you for suggesting this plan to me, to let Ma Sheng anger that evil little fox.
Let her hurt me in front of Zi Fu.
This way, I can force Zi Fu
to choose between her and I.
Zi Fu is an obedient child.
He will surely abandon that little fox demon!
So mother in-law only wanted to infuriate me; hence, she conspired with Ma Sheng?
But you used the tree to injure my mom in front of everyone. This thing...
is also hard to explain.
At that time, my anger was really swelling up, but I remembered our promise
so I suppressed that force inside me. If I really wanted to kill your mom, she would have been dead ten thousand times already.
I can invisibly attack her and leave no evidence. Why would I attack her in front of all of you?
What you're saying is quite reasonable. But how come that tree can move?
That's because it is a demon tree.
Demon tree?
But Madam Wang, you were still wrong about one thing.
The one who cast a spell to harm you wasn't Ying Ning;
instead, it was me who forced the Demon Tree in your garden to injure you.
Why must you hurt me? You...
That was just my backup plan. What if that Ying Ning was able to control herself from attacking you?
Then wouldn't our plan just go to waste?
-Then your injuries?-My injuries have already healed long ago
and my power has recovered, too.
Very good. That's even better.
If that little fox demon dares to enter our Wang's house again,
you just use your power to destroy her.
You still dare to come back.
I've already found Ma Sheng.
I already knew the whole incident from start to finish.
What Ying Ning said was right. You made use of Ma Sheng.
Then how about it? She want to use witchcraft to kill me.
- She wants to take my life!-That's not me. It's the demon tree doing.
Mother, you set up all these schemes just for one thing, to make me chase Ying Ning out.
Okay. As you wished, Ying Ning will leave Wang's home,
but I will also follow Ying Ning and leave together.
You... You... What did you say?
Mom, I truly love Ying Ning.
I want to spend my lifetime with her, but I also want to be filial to you and serve you well.
But why is it that those two simple things cannot exist at the same time?
Now I have no choice but just to be an unfilial son,
and leave with Ying Ning.
How can... How can you cast away your mother? Not even caring and just leaving like that?
Mom, I will wait for you to resolve your prejudice.
The day you accept Ying Ning is the time your son will return.
Mother, thank you for bringing me up.
Ying Ning, let's go!
Zi Fu!
I really underestimated the love between these two.
I never expected it to be this stable.
Even a scheme to distance them has been seen through by them.
Taoist Cao, go and kill this demon for me!
This Ying Ning's demonic power is way too strong.
If we want to destroy her,
I'm afraid the price that we're going to pay...
is immeasurable.
You must think it over.
I don't care about what price has to be paid. I want you to take Ying Ning's life!
Ying Ning, look at this scenery. Isn't it beautiful?
If we just leave home like this, what would happen to mother-in-law?
I just want give her some time to calm down.
If she understands that what she did was wrong, we'll go back.
Right now the problems of the fragrance factory still have not been resolved.
You and your mom have a fight like this.
All these started because of me.
I have messed up your life.
You did not messed up my life.
It was because of your appearance that changed my dried and boring life to become more exciting.
I was the one who was set on bringing you back here from Green Hill.
That's why I am responsible for you.
I must make you happy and give you a blessed life.
That's why if any problems arise again in the future, we have to face it together.
You can't shoulder it silently by yourself. Do you understand?
Zi Fu, you are so good to me.
- Today, we come out to travel so that we can relax. ♫ Circling in the rain ♫
Push all the worries to the back of the head.
- That's true. We can't waste such a good time.♫ Disturbing a mountain full of flowers ♫
- Ying Ning stand firm! Be careful that it might flip!♫ Raised one’s black hair ♫
♫ Go love its liberated natural elegance ♫
♫ Pushing a bamboo gate ♫
♫ A household among the mountains ♫
♫ And in a momentary halt ♫
♫ Falling in love with his clumsy self-expressions ♫
♫ All of the world's blissfulness must eventually be exchanged, right? ♫
- Ying Ning are you tired from playing?♫ Like that day with rain shower but still I met him ♫
- Tired to death.♫ Like that day with rain shower but still I met him ♫
-Are you hungry, Zi Fu? -I'm not hungry.♫ Winter’s proud and aloof snow ♫
- Are you hungry?♫ Winter’s proud and aloof snow ♫
- A bit.♫ Falling for a while is already enough ♫
- I want to go into the forest to find some fruits to eat.♫ Falling for a while is already enough ♫
-Okay, I will go with you. -No need. No need. No need.♫ if you want the scenery to be like a painting ♫
-You wait here for me. -Okay, then I will wait for you here.♫ if you want the scenery to be like a painting ♫
- Hurry up a bit and come back!♫ But still it reluctantly melted ♫
- I know that.♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
♫ It is only so as to fill the monochrome dream ♫
♫ with rosy clouds ♫
Yellow oriole sister,
your song is so beautiful.
Do you know how happy Ying Ning is right now?
Such beautiful scenery and so many delicious fruits to eat.
Also Zi Fu that I love so much, loves me so much!
I am really too blessed right now!
♫ Isn't all of the world's happiness must be exchanged for something? ♫
♫ Like The meeting with him that day, regardless of the pouring rain ♫
- I'm very blessed!♫ The time has comefor the proud winter snow to bloom ♫
♫ Melting as if reluctant to leave the pictorial landscape ♫
- Zi Fu, I came back.♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
- Zi Fu!♫ It is only so as to fill the monochrome dream ♫
- Look! It's especially sweet.♫ It is only so as to fill the monochrome dream ♫
- Get up lazy pig.♫ with rosy clouds ♫
- Get up! Get up!♫ with rosy clouds ♫
- Zi Fu?♫ The time has comefor the proud winter snow to bloom ♫
- Zi Fu!♫ The time has comefor the proud winter snow to bloom ♫
- You get up! Zi Fu!♫ Melting as if reluctant to leave the pictorial landscape ♫
- Zi Fu!♫ Melting as if reluctant to leave the pictorial landscape ♫
- Zi Fu! You wake up! Don't scare me, okay!♫ Melting as if reluctant to leave the pictorial landscape ♫
- Zi Fu! You wake up! Zi Fu!♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
- Zi Fu!♫ Even if I, free of regret, tear down the most brilliant star ♫
- Zi Fu!♫ The torn down eternity will be changed to warmth ♫
♫ And then follow him for a lifetime ♫
Zi Fu!
You quickly get up, okay.
Okay?
We still have to go to the temple festival.
Get up, won't you?
We still have to taste a lot of good food.
These are all the things that you've promised me. Did you forget?
Zi Fu, you must fulfill your words.
Quickly, get up!
You hurry and get up.
Zi Fu!
Stop bothering my son, Zi Fu, already!
I only wanted wake Zi Fu up.
He is already dead. Can he still be waken?
You tell me.
You just went out once with this demon and your life is gone.
I don't know who killed Zi Fu.
When I returned at the riverside, Zi Fu was already...
I didn't see anyone there.
You don't know who it is?
I'll tell you. It's you!
It's you!
You reckless demon! You must have released your demonic nature and killed my son!
-I didn't...-You dare to say it was not you?
You dare to say it was not you! How can it not be you? I'm going to strangle you to death!
I'm going to strangle you to death!
Mother-in-law! Mother-in-law, I didn't do it on purpose.
Mother in-law!
Zi Fu!
Mom is going to seek revenge for you! Mom is going to seek revenge for you!
Zi Fu! Wait and see!
You don't know this old lady's strength!
I'm going to make sure you will never know!
Cao Fei! What are you doing?!
You've promised me that you would catch the evil monster for me!
I decide when she should die.
She and her internal cultivated pearl are all mine!
You won't do it? You won't do it, then I will!
Your martial arts energy has already been restored?
My martial arts energy has never been lost.
Let me tell you! I pretended to be a cripple
so that I could get close to you.
What?
Do you really wanted to know who killed Zi Fu?
It's you.
You are correct.
It is I, who killed Zi Fu!
Why did you kill Zi Fu?
Why?!
Why? I only did what Madam Wang's will was.
When did I asked you to kill my son?
-Madam Wang?-Madam Wang,
didn't you once say that as long as Ying Ning was killed, you were willing to pay any price?
I will tell you right now.
Zi Fu is the price that you have to pay!
You killed Zi Fu!
What now?
Are you very angry?!
Don't you really want to kill me to seek revenge for Zi Fu?
- Come!- Then, come at once!
Come!
Inside your body is the cultivated pearl of your mother, Lan Xiao Die.
This cultivated energy pearl that has been cultivated for centuries! It is a rare object to run into for centuries,
and you don't know how to use it. Only when you are angry,
are you able to release the power of the pearl!
I only have to make you angry and then kill you.
Only at that time will the pearl be revealed.
And it is the best time I can take it for my own!
So you used the tree demon to injure Mother-in-law and put the blame onto me!
And it was all because you wanted to make me feel wronged and get angry!
That's right!
But it was because of this Wang Zi Fu! He actually could help you control your anger!
So I had to kill him!
So that you would lose the love of your life forever!
Only then will this aggravate your sorrow and anger!
I won't let you go for this!
This is exactly the chance that I've been waiting for!
I'm going to seek revenge for my son! I'm going to beat you to death!
You actually dare to mess up my opportunity!
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Cao Fei, come out!
Cao Fei!
Cao Fei! Cao Fei!
Cao Fei!
Cao Fei! Cao Fei!
Cao Fei!!!
Cao Fei! Cao Fei!
Ying Ning, I'm Auntie Lan!
You can't trick me! You have his smell on you!
I really am Auntie Lan! I have his odor because of this!
You've seen Cao Fei?
Where is he? Where is he?
I didn't see him.
I've been to the fragrance factory. I found this over there.
The bird demon already told me about Zi Fu's incidence.
Ying Ning, are you all right?
Cao Fei killed Zi Fu.
I must... I must kill him by splitting him into pieces! Blood for blood revenge!
Ying Ning, you should go back to Green Hill and rest.
After you've calmed down, then we will discuss about revenge.
No! No matter where in the world, I must find Cao Fei!
What you need is rest!
-I'm not tired! -What I'm referring to is your heart!
Ying Ning, losing Zi Fu is hard to accept,
but you can't use revenge as an excuse to hide from this pain.
Even if you've killed Cao Fei, you still have to face this reality
Then let me kill him first.
This will let my pain be a little less.
I'm afraid before Cao Fei even dies, you would have already destroyed this place!
You look!
How did this turn into this?
This was all done by you.
Me?
I find that when you are angry, your power will explode.
All lives in the places that you pass by will be destroyed.
Ying Ning, this is not you.
You've always be kindhearted and not willing to take away life ever since you were little.
It was anger that caused you to lose your original character.
Leave here and go back to Green Hill with me.
No! If Cao Fei is not killed, then I won't go back to Green Hill!
You power cannot be fathomed. You cannot destroy the human world because of revenge!
I don't care! I only want Cao Fei to die! I don't care about anything else!
The world is so big, where are you going to find him?
I don't know! But I will definitely be able to find him!
Ying Ning!
You've searched for 3 days and still have not found Cao Fei. Maybe he has left this area.
No, he has not gotten my cultivated energy pearl. He will definitely not leave.
Maybe he has given up on taking your cultivated energy pearl.
You can't search for him forever.
Leave here. Go back to Green Hill with me.
That's right. Since he wants my cultivated energy pearl, then naturally, he will search for me.
-Ying Ning! -I have to go back to the fragrance factory to wait for him.
Ying Ning! Ying Ning!
You must be a little demon that works for Cao Fei?
Where is he?
Little demon! Tell me where is Cao Fei who is avoiding death!
You even dare to come into Zi Fu's room to mess around?
Despicable!
-Wu Sheng? -Ying Ning?
Ever since Zi Fu died,
Auntie has not been herself. She only knows to pray for Zi Fu at the Hall of the Gods.
She doesn't care about the Fragrance Powder Factory anymore.
She was even over the top one day that she made everyone leave.
She said that they were so noisy that they were bothering her prayers already.
Even I was included.
That's why, I also left the Fragrance Powder Mill.
After a few days, I also plan to go back to the province already.
Auntie! Ying Ning came back to see you.
Mother in-law!
Did you come back to kill me?
I came back to kill Cao Fei.
Cao Fei has killed Zi Fu.
He should die.
I asked Cao Fei to kill you.
He had no choice but to kill Zi Fu.
I should die.
But the person that genuinely should be killed
is you!
If Zi Fu didn't meet a demon fox like you,
he would still be alive.
If Zi Fu married a normal human being then he would not have died.
Why would Cao Fei want to kill you?
If not because you have some cultivated energy pearl,
will Cao Fei need to kill Zi Fu to aggravate you?
If you say this isn't your fault, then who's fault is it?
Cao Fei was sent by you and wasn't sent from me.
And you dare say it's not you!
If Zi Fu didn't meet a demon fox like you, he would have met some rich normal girl.
He, right now, would have been still filial to his mother and would have lots of children already.
He would be blissful and safe in this lifetime.
Didn't you say that you love Zi Fu?!
Do you understand what love is?!
If you love someone, will you let him be in danger upto a point that he may loose his life?
I really loved my son.
Let me tell you this, I would trade my life to die in my son's place.
Zi Fu is no longer here anymore.
My life no longer has meaning.
But I'm not going to die.
I can not die!
I have to wait until the person who caused Zi Fu's death dies first.
Then I can be at ease.
Ying Ning, even though I can't kill you,
I will use what's left of my life to curse you.
Use what's left of my life to hate
and curse you.
Use my curses to curse you to death.
To kill you! To kill you!
To kill you!
Ying Ning, what happened?
Auntie Lan, you tell me.
Did Zi Fu die because of me?
What are you saying?
If Zi Fu hadn't met me then
all of those things wouldn't have happened.
Zi Fu would not have died.
I'm the one who caused him to die.
If I hadn't come to the human world, then we would have not met,
then Zi Fu can still be living peacefully.
All these are my mistakes. It's my mistake.
All these are my mistakes.
Zi Fu's death has nothing to do with you. Cao Fei is the one who caused him to die.
If it wasn't for me then how could Zi Fu get killed by Cao Fei.
If I only just gave Cao Fei the cultivated energy pearl that day,
then Zi Fu would have not died.
If we talk about the mastermind behind all this, I'm the one that should have died.
What nonsense are you saying now? The one who deserves to die is Cao Fei.
You're not wrong. It has nothing to do with you. Ying Ning didn't do anything wrong.
Auntie Lan,
I really miss Zi Fu.
I didn't want him to die.
I really hate myself.
Aunti Lan! What are you doing?
I'm taking you back to Green Hill.
No, I definitely won't go back to Green Hill.
If you don't go, you will die.
Look at you. You're whole body is being consumed by Dark Energy.
Although I don't know how it formed,
but it must be related to the evil poison inside of you.
I fear that you might die from the poison even before you even find Cao Fei.
I'm fine. All I want is for Cao Fei to die!
All you have in your head is revenge.
Aunt Lan is worried for you.
I promised your mom I would take care of you and not let anything bad happen to you.
No.
Zi Fu is no longer here anymore.
I already don't have anything to miss in this world.
I only have one goal and it is to kill Cao Fei!
As long as he is not dead yet, I will never go back to Green Hill!
Ying Ning!
What do you plan on doing? You can never get out of the thousand year branch.
Ying Ning, don't waste your energy anymore. Ying Ning...
Ying Ning, don't waste you energy.
I finally get to see you go crazy again.
Come! Come on kill me!
Cao Fei!
Little Demon get lost!
These binding spells
were formed using my own blood.
Within my blood,
are a lifetime's worth of cultivated energy pearls I collected from monsters and demons.
These cultivated energy pearls have merged with each other. Even if you have 100 years worth of energy from Lan Xiaodie,
you still won't be able to beat them.
You are surely going to die today.
Aren't you still giving the cultivated energy pearl to me?
You should thank me,
because I'm gonna send you to hell soon
to allow you to be with Wang ZiFu.
Even if I to die, I will make you die with me!
Zi Fu!
Is it really you?
It's really me.
Don't leave me again.
I never really left you. I was always at your side.
It's just that an idiot like you doesn't know it.
You were always beside me?
- You are that little white bird.- You finally discovered that I'm that little white bird.
I was always by your side reminding you that I'm always here, but you never noticed it because you only want to seek revenge.
Zi Fu, I'm stupid. I'm bad.
I was always by your side guarding you so that I can remind you
not to seek revenge for me anymore. Let go of hatred.
Live well. This is what I want to see.
No. Cao Fei killed you, I cannot forgive him.
Even if you kill him, that won't revive me.
You already let hatred cloud your heart and even harmed yourself.
This Dark Energy is hatred harming your body.
The more you get angry, the more the damage will be.
Ying Ning, promise me okay.
Let go of hatred. Forgiving is the best way to save you.
No. You're already gone from the human world.
I already don't have anything to live for in this world. Mother-in-law was right. I deserve to die.
If you had never met me, then you wouldn't have died and would be safe for a lifetime.
Fine. Let's have a look.
If I never met you, what kind of life would I have.
Hey, Zi Fu, go... We must hurry and travel back.
- No, Look.- Don't look! Let's go!
Miss, actually the Fragrance Powder our family makes is very good.
- This bottle is the Fragrance Powder made by our family. You can try it first.- First bow.
Second bow.
Third bow.
♫ Don’t get helpless.The bright moon being blocked by the clouds ♫
♫ is just because of the wind’s love for it. ♫
♫ If we say that the stars are the sky’s ocean, ♫
♫ then the moon is the waiting tide. ♫
♫ When the clouds scatter, oooh... ♫
♫ the moon shines over the world’s haze. ♫
- Dad! Dad! Dad!♫The world becomes silent at this moment ♫
- For this lifetime, I'm supposed to live it perfectly like a painting.♫ and drop (forget) all the wins and losses. ♫
- This is what my lifetime would be if I didn't met you.♫ Who’s infatuated with the shine of freedom? ♫
- Now let's have a look of what your life would be like if you hadn't have met me.♫ Loving freely but stubbornly leaving. ♫
- Ying Ning! You wild girl! Dared to leave Green Hill and go through the human world alone?! Come back with me!♫ It is one’s life last worship. ♫
♫ Who is the one playing (a tune of) world’s love? ♫
♫ Making anyone wanting to be dripped to one’s content. ♫
♫ Burn out the dark night ashes.The wind will push the clouds away ♫
- If I didn't meet you, I would have spent 300 years at Green Hill without any worries.♫ and he will tread with the piano’s (harp) sound back. ♫
Maybe what you said is right.
If we hadn't met,
maybe we both would have had normal lives.
No, that's not happy, Zi Fu.
If I hadn't have met you, even if I was able to live longer, it wouldn't have any meaning.♫ Don’t get helpless.The bright moon being blocked by the clouds ♫
- Ying Ning, it's the same for me also.♫ is just because of the wind’s love for it. ♫
- If I had not met you, my life ♫ If we say that the stars are the sky’s ocean, ♫
- might have had less danger, ♫ If we say that the stars are the sky’s ocean, ♫
- and less problems; however, ♫ then the moon is the waiting tide. ♫
- I would also lose the fortune and happiness you brought to me.♫ When the clouds scatter, ♫
- Since I met you, my world came back to life.♫ the moon shines over the world’s haze. ♫
- I have never regretted meeting you even if I have lost my life.♫The world becomes silent at this moment ♫
- Zi Fu, I feel the same! My life might have been happy if I had not met you,♫ and drop (forget) all the wins and losses. ♫
- but it can never be compared with the happiness with you even for just one day.♫ and drop (forget) all the wins and losses. ♫
- It does not matter how long we have been together. All that matters is if it meant something.♫ Who’s infatuated with the shine of freedom? ♫
- If it's just one day, then let it be just one day. ♫ Loving freely but stubbornly leaving. ♫
- As long as I can be with you, be happy and blissful, then it is enough.♫ Maybe promises are like the deep blue sea, as long as the piano’s sound would not change, ♫
- I feel the same!♫ It is one’s life last worship. ♫
- Ying Ning!♫ Who is the one playing (a tune of) world’s love? ♫
- Promise me! You will continue to live!♫ Who is the one playing (a tune of) world’s love? ♫
- Zi Fu! Don't leave me!♫ Making anyone wanting to be dripped to one’s content. ♫
- I will always be with you as long as you have me in your heart.♫ Making anyone wanting to be dripped to one’s content. ♫
- Ying Ning, remember my words. Let go of your hate...♫ Burn out the dark night ashes.The wind will push the clouds away ♫
and move on to a better life.
- Zi Fu, don't go! Zi Fu! Zi Fu!♫ and he will tread with the piano’s (harp) sound back. ♫
- Zi Fu! Don't go!♫ Asking the moon, how long more must I wait? ♫
- Ying Ning! What happened to you? Ying Ning!♫ Unknowingly sitting on the cold window sill. ♫
- Ying Ning! Ying Ning, don't scare me!♫ Unknowingly sitting on the cold window sill. ♫
- Ying Ning! You wake up!♫ Suddenly, he put on the moon’s color and entered my dream. ♫
- Ying Ning, wake up! Please do not scare me!♫ Suddenly, he put on the moon’s color and entered my dream. ♫
- Ying Ning!♫ Suddenly, he put on the moon’s color and entered my dream. ♫
- How is it?- I'm all right. ♫ Fulfilling my lifetime of true love. ♫
I met Zi Fu.
Zi Fu?
Demon! Demon!
Demon! Give me your cultivated energy pearl!
What's wrong with him? He was injured by your inner energy
and lost all his cultivated energy pearls.
He has lost all his magic.
He is only an ordinary person now.
Where are you, demon! Come out!
- What are you doing, Ying Ning? - Demon!
Where are you? Where are you?
Demon!
You are the demon! You are that small demon!
Give me back my cultivated energy pearls!
This is my cultivated energy pearl.
Take it.
I have a cultivated energy pearl!
I have a cultivated energy pearl now! I have a cultivated energy pearl now!
I have a cultivated energy pearl now! None of you can bully me anymore!
You, you and you! You can't bully me again!
Why did you lie to him?
He has already lost his mind. It is nothing wrong to lie to him
if that makes him happy.
Ying Ning, your dark energy!
Zi Fu wanted me to let go of my hate and move on to a better life.
I can't disappoint him.
You really are not going to come back to Green Hill with me?
Auntie Lan, I am not going back.
I am just afraid that you will have even more pain by staying here and seeing the same things that remind you of Zi Fu.
The sweeter the love was, the bitter it is now. I understand.
The love in the human world is both sweet and bitter. It is both happiness and torture.
But I know that you do not regret it.
I really appreciate that I got to meet Zi Fu and experienced everything. I finally know what living really feels.
I can survive any torture and disaster in the future.
Ying Ning, you really have matured. I don't have to worry about you anymore.
I will always wait for you at Green Hill whenever you want to come back.
I know.
Auntie Lan, you take care.
Rest assured.
I know that you hate me.
I will not leave no matter how much you dislike me.
I will be here to take care of you for Zi Fu.
Nobody can change the fact that Zi Fu is gone, but you can change your way of thinking.
Hate can only cause even more pain.
So I hope that you can forget about everything in the past.
Then you can finally be peaceful inside
and move on with your life. That will be the best way to remember Zi Fu.